I'm not here looking for pity. I'm not here fishing for positive reinforcement. I just want to get a few things off my chest.

I'm a nice guy, I can be fun and I sure as hell want the best for everyone around me but something always seems to go wrong in my life and I don't understand why. I seem to fuck up everything i touch. How could a day off work can start so well end with a rant on r/MGTOW2?

I'm in a relationship, whatever's left of it, everything started off fine but a year later it's gone so far south that I can't even recognize myself anymore. I've done everything for her, everything in my power! I've had to take on serious financial strain to prove that I cared for her, for what?? To be accused day-in day-out of cheating on her but when I complain about the way I'm being treated and the guys she's talking to I'm told to get over it. It's a lot for a 24 y/o guys. I caved in and proposed to her but that only sustained her for a few week's before she started telling me how I ain't shit all over again, and to this day she reminds me that I'm not shit. I've grown numb to her abuse, sadly and I just take it. She taunts me, belittles me, and flat out disrespects me because she knows I won't do anything about it.

And then today she gives the ring back then gets mad when I get mad and ask a friend if I can crash over at his place, got rid of her on my social media and basically called her bluff. I'm the bad guy? I'm just really tired of this.

I think the only thing keeping me in this relationship are the financial ties that I have with her and the whole engagement arrangement.

I wonder what's next.