no one wants a weirdo

no one wants a loser

no one wants a f*** up

no one wants an unstable person

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I've tried a lot. but my tries fall short. I just want to live at peace and live moderately well. I hope God forgives me somewhat. I wish I could be a little ok... I don't want to be used. I want to be myself. And I just want to live.

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I don't want to feel ashamed anymore, even though socially I will be reminded that I'm shameful

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the life I lead will never be respected. I don't want any responses. I just needed an outlet.