I just can't see the point. I met a woman who has some great qualities. She communicates well, she seems assertive, she's intelligent, and self-aware, but she's chaotic. I think I've lost interest in her romantically, otherwise she seems like a great person, a lot better than my asshole friend (a guy) who is a complete moron (I really don't want to get into the details. He's utterly clueless, a meat head. I have no idea why I tolerated his abuse and stayed his friend for all these years). Anyway... what's the point in life? I'm so old. There's another woman I like, but I found out she's more than 10 years younger than me. I'm getting older by the day. I have no passion for the field of study I pursued. I'm stuck. I feel like I'm going through a meat grinder. Life just doesn't seem worth it. It's like an endless chore. I know this isn't a mental health forum, but sometimes I feel like I'm just waiting to get through all of this.