Honestly guys since trying MGTOW I feel more isolated. I keep myself busy, I focus on school, I hang out with my dog. I do have a daughter who I don’t ever get to see so I know that’s part of what I feel is missing from my life but still there is something else. It’s like it’s never enough, I am never satisfied. This hunger overwhelms me. I wake up each morning not depressed but angry. I don’t want to be angry anymore but I don’t k is what else to feel. I try to numb myself with weed or Kratom and that’s temporary. I go to AA and I haven’t drank in over a year. I stopped seeing women because I was the opposite. I used to be the DB who got the girl. That was when I partied A LOT. I had to change who I was though for my sobriety and now it’s like I can’t find my footing or that thing that’s missing. I don’t want to go back to drinking and partying but if I go back to being That Guy.... well it’s gonna lead me back down to drinking. I feel isolated though too, I don’t hang out with a lot of my old friends because they couldn’t accept my sobriety and the people I meet around college that don’t party are lame ass simps who want to focus all their attention about women all fucking day.

I love the concept of MGTOW in us going our own way but is anyone else tired of being angry? Is anyone else constantly thinking am I doing this right? Is there anyone who relates to my situation?