My apologies for the poor English and grammar ... as it’s not my natural language.... kindly excuse me.....

I am in US on work visa and basically from india...

I had supported my wife to help her get masters in engineering after marriage... I had supported her father financially and medically whenever he used to hospitalized... I helped her brother to get job... I have a son from her...

She basically was angry on me that I am not leaving US and coming back to india to live with her parents...

I my self is a victim of domestic violence... my wife used to hit me with baseball bat, punched me on chest and slapped me many times and used to give me blood scratches by her nails over my body ....

Long story shot... she wants me to be her slave and when I finally decided to denied that ... she filed all kind of cases on me, parents, sister and her husband ( which is what you get in india... your whole family gets accused into false cases even though they have nothing to do with anyone of you).....

I am fighting my cases in india since 4 years during which I am also not able to speak or see my son due to court orders and many other issues...

I finally left any hope that I could ever talk to him... In india women gets maintenance for life and child support for very long time... I have been awarded maintenance order (to her and my son from date of filing so I have to pay her since 4 years cumulative money) ... that I have started paying right now...

I am lonely, depressed due to that I had developed diabetes and many other medical lifestyle issues... I am trying to improve my self... I hope i will one day...

I am thinking this question since 4 years ... I did everything that society, law , people told me to do...

I loved her.. respect and supported her and her family... give to her and her family in needs... respect all women in my life and office and female colleagues... I never cheated or involved with anyone else than my wife... I never went to prostitutes...

I basically been a best man I can to her... but still for society and people I am a bad guy and looser father...

I wanted to kill my self but somehow come out of that thought... today I have seen a video where a so called rapist got mob justice where people penetrating stick in his ass and dogs eat his groins (penis and balls) alive.... where em he was shouting in pain and people force the clothes in his mouth.... now no body is sure whether he was proven rapist... I felt so much worse about it... I know a case where mob killed an innocent man and hanged him naked... later confessed by girl that she got afraid of her affair with another man and in hurry she lied about this man....but that guy got killed by mob...

I am really afraid of this world... where women’s words are reality and men’s innocence is a joke..

How can I save my self from such false accusations? How can I live in this society? How to save my self ?

Please help!