A while back I posted this on /r/lgbt: "I was raped when I was a minor, by a male adult. Coerced to give oral sex! Now whenever I face homosexuality, or homosexual people, I feel very uneasy and question my sexual preferences, although I love to have sex with women, and men for the life of me do not attract me at all, I shiver if I think about having sex with a man now, still whenever I see a homosexual male I question myself about my own sexuality. It's really though, to stand, I feel confused and my body temp rises, this duality tortures me, the fact that I haven't had sex for a looooooooooong time doesn't help either. Can someone help me, or and advice perhaps. I've been to therapy but for other issues (panic attacks), but this one I have always put off, because I am simply attracted to having sex with women, to the point when it's just intoxicating, but still these thoughts come when I clash with homosexuality. I don't think that I am gay or bi, I would have no problem with being either if I was, but I am not...it's very confusing, maybe I just need sex..." This is one of the reasons why I share the MRM's ideology.