My kids mom is psychotic. She has been tearing my home and life apart from over a year. I cant afford to support her and myself and I cant have her live with me anymore. Shell beat me up and then scream bloody murder like Im attacking her, the message being that no one will believe me and everyone will believe her. There is no way out but to say goodbye to my son. If Im involved theyll come after me for all my money Ill be homeless and driving 1600 miles every month just to spend time with him surrounded by people who despise me only so they can feel better about their own lives. I cant take this. I cant take this. I just want to die. How can it be like this. Theyve got so much dirt on me its just evil.