First i'd like to say sorry if this isn't where to ask i don't know where else to ask but, will it? i'm starting to lose hope and getting more and more lonely and everyday all i see is double-standards or an injustice against men because "Men don't matter", i get severe anxiety because of this as all i want is to find someone to love and who loves me truely but it seems more and more impossible by the day, i only hear negative things about relationships now and need to be an impossibly perfect guy for even a tiny chance to succeed, i've lost so much hope as in the past i was Sexually Abused by a woman and i can't do nothing about it and now i'm afraid of women and i can't stop being afraid and afraid to show my emotions around women or even being around women, is there any small chance for things to change for the better? or am i just kidding myself?