Hi guys, i came in to a big descision and i can't confront myself.

I am with my LTR from eight months. Things are actually perfect since i've found about TRP (four months). And i made her the perfect girl for me. But now i just can't seem to find happiness in being with someone.

It seems like the only thing that will make me happy is hitting it off with other girls everyday. You know when a girl wants you, and you know it? I got a lot of them hoes. And sometimes, just sometimes i want to hit tem hard too.

On the downside i love my angel cum-sucking princess, i've build the perfect relationship for the both of us. Just hurting her makes my heart tremble (i seek none of this). I want to spend my life-time loving her ,yet i somehow seek lust.

It is pretty strange, one moment i want to give her the sky and raise a family with her, and the other i want to fuck everything that's moving. I would be unhappy with every descision: Leaving, Spinning, Staying.

I guess i am not happy of knowing that i can have every girl. But that's my interpretetation. What's yours?

Anyone delt with this before and how did you do it? Am i in Love?