I have completely submersed myself in the red pill the last two or three weeks. I have read every single thing from the side bar and have read every post that has been posted over these weeks. I've applied a lot of what I've learned to my life and have learned a lot about myself and the mistakes I've made and cringe at how I've presented myself as a man in the past. Today the pill finally went all the way down. Today I realized I will never let myself fall in love again. I realized it's like a drug. It's the best drug in the world and damn does it feel good but just like any other drug when you give in to it completely it will ruin every other aspect of your life. You'll wake up one day a shell of the man you once were wondering why you ever let something else control your life. From today on nothing else in this world controls me but myself.