Recently, I've discovered the red pill and have been reading it ritualistically to the point of RP overdose. You could say that I've consciously assimilated most of its concepts rather smoothly as I've been sort of obsessed with getting inside the mind of a female since I was a teenager in a mommy issues kind of way or whatever. Unfortunately, I've suffered in other areas because of this imbalance. I've always somehow ended up with girlfriends who've had money. I quickly make them fall in love and then I then pretty much do whatever I want including getting some on the side. I practically spend all of my time fucking around with friends, eating like a prince, reading, writing or working out. I still play video games and drink too much every now and again, but I know I'll cut it out.

At one time, I was homeless and basically got drunk on a few bucks at a time and a tarnished silver tongue then would meet women out at whatever bar or music show then bounce from one bed to the next for months on end. I had at least five plates at my worst, but at my best I only think one or two is sustainable when youre sort of on your feet or with a good girl (lol). What do you guys think about this or what's implied? I haven't really found anything on this subject as of yet. Also, I have prestigious job skills and specialized experience in different lucrative fields but nothing stable enough to yield desirable career paths at this time especially for being in my late twenties. Should we adapt some of the hypergamous ways of women? Perhaps we could reap more benefit from it than them.

I've considered just accepting what a piece of shit I am and getting with another or even richer broad than before as a means to a kush life. I had one before, but told her to fuck off after she said she wanted to get married. Of course, to consider getting serious, I need to get out of the US after I pay enough of my child support off to get my passport renewed.

Edit: To space out the block of text that it was before. This is basically my first reddit post because I dont give a shit what anyone on the internet has to say to what I think 99 percent of the time. Thanks for breaking the spell, dudes.