Hey guys,

Swallowed the pill not too long ago and im sure we all agree that the way we will see things from now on will never go back to the way we might like it too. Rollo calls it the "Red Pill lens". Except these lens cant come off (Not that you would want them off).

Upon realising reality for what it is, not only did i become depressed but ive also been spending alot of time on this sub...more than i'd like maybe and i find that the red pill is what i constantly think about alot. Coming here only makes me think more.

My time on assignments and studying have decreased with my addiction to this sub growing and upon watching an Elliot Hulse video, he shared some great info that i though would greatly benefit newly unplugging guys like me.

Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_oVRfXeQ7V4 (The world is fucked, why bother?)

The guy who sent the email to him, can (In a sense), be described as someone who has discovered reality for what it really is (Ie. Beta realises why being nice gets nowhere and has a red pill awakening) and i feel like he described me to the T.

Why bother with anything having the true nature of women revealed? My dream of becoming a physician (What i really want)is probably only something women would wanna take advantage of after their done with Chad so why bother? Not like a women can love me for me/be with me as i progess through my journey. Thats how i felt and i was getting lazy and just spending my days feeling bad for myself and coming on this sub for hours. But i realised i didn't have to think like that. That was fucked up and upon watching Elliots video, i realised how fucked up my mentality was. I had to remember why i wanted to do it in the 1st place and forget about a womens validation.

Elliots advice is golden. You gotta get away from negativity and keep becoming the strongest version of yourself. I'm not harping on this sub at all (I'm very thankful) but coming here all the time is detracting from my studies. Elliot explicitly states that you DONT FORGET ABOUT YOUR AWARENESS SINCE THAT IS TRANSFORMATIVE BY ITSELF, but to take that knowledge and keep moving foward in life to become the man that YOU wanna be.

Sure, going for high-paying careers might label you as beta bucks but i had to stop thinking that. I had to think about WHY I REALLY WANTED IT and i encourage everyone here as well to do the same. Nothing wrong for wanting one, but WHY do you want one? Is the $$$ gonna be for you (Alpha Mindset) or for the Post-CC riders? (Beta Mindset)

Take the knowledge learned from this sub (Sidebar, etc.), lift, and as GayLubeOil said, be "Your Brand of Alpha"

Hopefully, i helped some guys out