I've known of red pill for a while, but have only gotten into it this year at the age of 17. Redpill, alongside some traumatic personal experiences, has really put me in a constant state of anger. Like, my mind is literally racing every time I leave the house. I see a random short guy that's poorly dressed, and I internally call him a faggot and feel that I can dominate him. I see an ugly fat girl and I internally call her the meanest things (and I feel good about it) while putting on the brightest smile.

Externally, I'm usually look completely fine and lax. Today, I was walking back home from college with 2 of my friends when I walked by a car. Apparently, walking by a car puts off the fucking car alarm. My friend thought it was funny and decided to call me out, in the presence of a group of like 8 other students, about the event. "Wow Hahahabs, STOP TRYING TO STEAL THAT CAR" he shouted extremely loudly. The group of 8 students decided to join in and started saying shit along the lines of "Yeah, Hahahabs, stop stealing. Yeah Hahahabs" (basically repeated my name over and over. Anyone who's ever had their name mocked and repeated knows how annoying and blood gurgling this is). I stopped in my tracks and gave them the finger. I was surprised at myself; it was obviously a joke, but it really pissed me the fuck off that they would disrespect me in that way. I felt they really looked down on me. So I flipped them off. What happened afterwards got me even more angry.

My friend said "Wow dude, I don't want to be associated with you now that you flipped them off. it's embarrassing for us". He starts to drag the other friend to distance themselves from me. WTF???? YOU instigated, YOU caused them to join in, and now you're turning your back on a friend? I don't care if it's a joke, it was uncalled for, and I hate having my name taunted. At that point, I complete explode and give them shit. The worst part is, the friend that said this has anger problems as well and has reacted even worse than I have when he gets called out. Hypocritical fuck he is.

This is a long ass rant, but I'm fucking angry. Did I react appropriately in this situation or no?