OK guys i swallowed the pills about a week and a half or 2 weeks ago. While I had been aware of some the concepts on TRP I was stolen stick in my beta ways. After a going through a break up for the past 3 months I realized while I had grown a lot with self improvement I needed the bitter truth and dove in TRP.

While some of the ideas and concepts I still fight due to my conditioning I am seeing it for what it is and not having an opinion on it either way by seeing the world for what it is not what I want it to be which brings me to tonight and my first time being a chad and embracing the truth presented here.

A female friend/acquaintance of mine invited me out tonight to go out to some bars in my city. I have known this girl since high school and we have always occasionally been In the same social group and gone out to the bars. Texted off and on about our lives, light flirting here and there but nothing I ever thought would go anywhere and her swearing she's not like that and not the hookup type and not that easy.

Recently our texts have been her asking me for advice on her current relationships with guys she's dating and or fucking. I respond (beta I know). Well the Conversation also lead there tonight and she's like what do you think I should do. I said "I think you should not worry about them tonight and go fuck me instead". She was shocked as was I because I have never been that direct before with someone I hadn't had previous attraction from or knew it would be a done deal. I kind of said fuck it and just went for the hail mary.

So we continue to go out to some bars talk and then go back to her place. I fuck her good and then she took me back to my car. Sex was good though my beta and blue pill conditioning and emotions afterwards I started to feel bad or guilty and thinking of my ex. But then I think to myself if I am doing this I know my ex has probably had some dick in her life and game is amoral. It just is. The girl tonight and I were two Consenting adults and we both knew what it was before it happened the boundaries were set.

This will be the first of many stories I have on my new journey finally living my life on my terms. Until next time gentlemen.