Life fucked me and made me very insecure after HS and I was lost due to the lack of friends. The only thing I knew was to hit the gym, study, stay home and sleep. I smoked my way out of depression. I spent this month to read up all everything I can to improve myself. Throughout the years I slowly became a non christian. Being a sole believer of myself, I thought myself as a God. 6 days work, 1 day rest. Implementing morals of the bible to my life, I chose to believe in whatever I believed. No concept of sin, I felt free.

I gave myself challenges. I abstained from social media and started talking to random people every day and confidence flowed through my blood. I approached cute girls,ugly girls, girls. I faked it many many times and put on a persona of who I wanted to become. I thought to myself. What would Tyler do? What would Don Draper do?

1 month of TRP so far has almost completely changed my mindset. I question any authority for they are the same as us. I don't care about other peoples problems and worries unless they do fucking something about it. When I talk to people I can see if they were happy living in their own skin or not. I could see their weakness and determine if they were an alpha per say. Every person was an opportunity to learn.

Yet, I'm still a virgin... I plan to take a break from TRP and theories of pickup which I have read a lot. I'm not giving time to any girl unless it's a girl I plan to fuck. I can now recognize shit tests and am prepared to take them head on. Fuck or get fucked. I have nothing to lose anymore, and that's when you feel like you can do anything in the world. Thanks to all the posts and comments on TRP, my life has changed immensely.