Last summer, I was at a party and I met a girl that was decently attractive. We talked a bit, but the conversation fizzled down. Later that night, she was hooking up/fucking with some total loser on the coach in front of everyone there at the party. Everyone at the party saw. Like an idiot , I still thought she was cool and I got her number. I only texted her once, but I told my friends what happened, and they told me to just delete her number because she wouldn't be the serious type, which is what I wanted.

Nonetheless, a few months later, as fate would have it, I ran into her on the train, and we coincidentally were both sitting next to each other and recognized each other. She asked my on a date. And I told her sure, but I flake the day of the date. She kept asking me out, and eventually I caved in. I found out she was actually cool and smart and came from a decent family. Before I knew it I was crazy in love with her, she was actually my first (FYI, I was 18). I would plan our dates very well in advance, and I always asked her what she wanted to do. I would spend about $100+ on each date. She dumped me in the most hurtful way, and like I beta shithead, I basically begged her to give me another chance. But, she wouldn't even give me the time of day. Within a few weeks, i saw on Facebook that she was dating this one guy who was a total loser. I was heartbroken.

I found r/seduction and TRP, and since then I have been lifting for a year, dress better, got a good job, got a luxury apartment downtown, brought my GPA up, and take care of myself better — watch what I eat, skin products, etc. I have gone on a lot of Tinder dates, and made some closes, so that has really raised my confidence. I honestly, don't spend much money on my dates, never apologize, and am I bit more selfish, but I've had more success with women since then. I don't have 100% success with women, but I know that if I have a conversation with a women she won't turn me down after she gets to know me a bit.