Summary: BluePill indocrination not only makes you deny the sexual market, but also makes you think that sexual market dynamic thoughts are stupid. Rethink what you consider stupid.

I was thinking about life and my missed opportunities when this memory came back up.

I was a highschool teenager. Picture a culture in which veterans self-praise themselves and newcomers and freshmen have to consider them superior, whilst feeling pissed off about that. That's the context I was in.

And there was this girl in my class. In that particular day, I was at the course's Secretary Office with her and another friend. That Office was right next to the computer lab, full of freshmen. I knew these guys and sorta held some kind of friendly authority over them.

I went there and powertalked my way through it, raising my voice enough to be loud and clear and said whatever I had to say at the time. At the same time, the girl leans towards me, putting her elbow - or her forearm, I don' recall precisely - over my shoulder, as if saying "I'm his woman", "that's my man", "I'm with him" or something like that.

She never thought too much of me, and always pushed me around. It took me a while to learn how to deal with her and how to make her respect me. Yet, in that particular scenario, where I portrayed social relevance and influence, she was all over me. She wanted to be with me.

At the time I thought it was stupid to think that she only liked me at that moment because I was being super cool, or even if that was an IOI. I just thought she was being nice.

Take a closer look at these words: stupid and being nice. That's BluePill indocrination shit at it's finest.

Don't let you yourself call sexual market dynamics stupid. You'll regret the chances you'll miss because of that.