Hey all. Ive quietly lurked, read and lived TRP for over 4 years now. I am 24 years old. I am heading back into school to go down the long road of medicine. As I prioritize and look at the things I do, I realize how much time I have wasted with women.

I have been having sex and talking to women since I was 13 ( fucked up really). For a long time I considered having sex with a high number of women an achievement and it was something I padded my ego with. TRP initially encouraged me to take my “masculine power” back from women and to use it to get them in bed. Now I find TRP leading me somewhere totally different after reading models by manson.

I do not seek to spin cheap plates nor get cheap lays in. They are like fast food now. No connection to the food, no excitement, just the same old shit hamburger with cheese. Maybe there has just been a shift because I am sick and tired of wasting my own energy with females I am not interested in. I would like to meet women I could have a quality connection with. Where compatibility, value, and congruence meet. What am I saying?

Sex with a large numbers of girls has left me with less money, less value, and less time for myself. Unless you need the experience skip trying to seduce the girls you have no interest talking to after sex. Don’t torture yourself with having to deal with woman you don’t really enjoy pre and post sex. Find the high quality connections and ascend to the next level of women. Stop with the fast food let’s chase some gourmet tail. I would like spin 2-3 plates where each girl is passionate about something , caring, pretty and excited for life. Guess I’m stepping up my game... With my shift in mindset I am coming from a place of true abundance and value. School is a priority so when I go out and try to meet these women I can do just that. Take the field baby!

Thanks for reading.