Been lurking for a while here, reading and thinking. I'm 40 and I have run my ass into the ground completely. No need for details, you know what I'm talking about. So I put some music on (helps me think/dream) and a funny little thing has happened. I somehow fucked the playlist so only one song left in it. I know it's lyrics by heart but this is how it played in my head:

I was born by the river in a little tent

Oh and just like the river I've been running ever since

It's been a long, a long time coming

But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

It's been too hard living but I'm afraid to CHANGE

Cause I don't know what's up there beyond the sky

It's been a long, a long time coming

But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

I go to the movie and I go downtown somebody keep telling me don't hang around

It's been a long, a long time coming

But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will

Then I go to my brother

And I say brother help me please

AND he winds up putting me

Back on my FEET

Ohhhhhhhhh.....

There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long

But now I think I'm able to carry on

It's been a long, a long time coming

But I know a change gonna come, OH YES I WILL

This pill tastes bitter (as fuck). I will treasure it! Thank you brothers and sisters (RPW)

Sam Cooke for reference