This is a top Alt download on the iTunes, kids. You give a listen you here hear regrets and incessant acting out to numb the pain of losing her alpha.

Some lyrics for the flavor of what she's saying

Staying in my play pretend Where the fun ain't got no end Can't go home alone again Need someone to numb the pain  You're gone and I got to stay high All the time to keep you off my mind High all the time to keep you off my mind Spend my days locked in a haze Try'na forget you babe, I fall back down Got to stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you

You can't stop the signal, Mal. The culture reflects the truth we present here. Even when they deny it's reality.