hum Eye of the Tiger as you read

I write this post as 24M who has finally decided to ascend from the depths of continual self imposed bitchism back into the thrill of red pill.

I broke off my LTR back in August because quite frankly I got bored and wanted to bang other chicks. Didn't help she was in a different country. During the time after that I was on a run of pussy

However as the days got cooler so too did my overall mood. I was still getting girls but mentally I was not okay.

This persisted until recently where I dating a solid 9. Things were going great... too great. I hadn't had this level of girl in awhile. So I obviously over extended myself and drive 40miles to go see her throughout the week. Spending studpid money. Putting her on a pedestal etc. Eventually (surprise surprise) she texts me that she wants to start dating other guys again if that's cool with me. Hit me like a fucking sledge hammer. I'm chill enough to just respond back" whatever I thought this was casual anyways". However internally I became depressed.

Yet I thank her. The experience forced me to realize the spiral my life was taking.

I wish I could say things became amazing and now I'm banging chicks left and right. However I just made that realization Wednesday, after getting the text Saturday. So yeah it feels good to be back!