I've been a lurker of TRP for a long time and while I am bettering myself, aka lifting, not giving a fuck, reading the sidebar, etc, I just still don't see what the point is. If AWALT, what is the point of our "sexual strategy"? I don't want to spin plates, I don't want to go out to bars and fuck random sluts, am I just missing something? I've attempted all this with varying success, maybe I just haven't reached the enlightenment period, but seriously, what is the point? I believe that I have "alpha" mentality already, but I just don't understand the reasoning behind going out and picking up girls. Yeah sex is fun and all..but isn't there anything else?

Maybe I'm just deluded and have fallen back into blue pill but...I'm just tired of it all. I don't know what to do.

TRP.........be my guiding light in these dark times.