Just came across this red pill subreddit today and an think y’all can Mabey understand a lil of what I’m experiencing. 20 year old here and had a bicycle accident last year where I managed to land hard on the testicles off a bump, ever since that day My ego has been crushed, didn’t realize the impact of sexual strategy until I lost my libido and my entire persona changed, girls reacted differently in conversations my entire friend group has changed shits like the twilight zone for me, it’s like I’m in a fucking glitch of reality, it’s almost as if my sexuality was a cheat code to the world , before my accident everything I did was to better myself and gain and improve and somehow life just played out right for me in every way, mundane task such as repairs made feel as a hulking mountain forging metal I just felt fucking yoked in a 20 years old slim body. I finally understand this whole beta alpha reality like fuck man I thought it was just me. In the body I have now it’s like I’m an emotional complainer i see those old mundane tasks as boring or ill do that tomorrow, it’s like higher testosterone rigs you automatically too an easier path of life. You don’t value people’s opinions as much there fore you won’t dwell on what they might think of you speak up on something , everything just flows. Idk fuck I’m just broken rn . Testicle ultrasound from doctor said my testicles were fine and testosterone was 531ng free testosterone was a fucking 8.0 on scale of 9 to 27. Figured I’d jus lay al these thoughts out how it is cause it’s fucking recasting my mental heath. I don’t know if to just wait and Mabey improve or simply take the easy way and do trt at fucking 20 , I’m lost