No matter how you make yourself, there will be some women who will reject you.

Went back to school for the start of the semester and saw this girl reading a book. I hit her up we talk for an hour. She is extremly shy about a 6 soft 7 and wants to be a biologist.

I say my good bye. And follow up with a text.

"Nice talking to you, Hopefully your first week of classes goes well"

We see each other between classes make small talk and enjoy each others company. So I ask her out on a date. She agrees we meet up outside the library and I take her out of the shitty town my college is in and head for the nearest major city's downtown.

We walk around talking about shit and I grab her hand as we walk on the bridge. She holds it. I use a loose grip and let her decide if she wants to keep holding it.

She let's go. And says she broke up with her boyfriend in july. And begins to delve into that can of worms.

I reply with you don't have to tell me yor problems. Anyways about ten minutes of some back and forth and we are holding hands.

The rest of the date was kinda boring so I say I have class in the morning and need to head back. she gives me a hug and thats the end.

I knew right then and there how fucked I would be.

She saw me as boyfriend material and even worse husband material.

Any player knows this is the worst spot you want to be in with a women.

She texted me tonight and asked what am I doing. I told here I'm back home for my brother's wedding.

And I get the text I knew I was going to get.

"I'm not really looking for a relationship now."

I reply with "Then you probably shouldnt be around me."

Course of action for the future next and ghost. I don't exist let my actions ring in her head, and move on to the next.

Where I fucked up. My mindset going into this interaction was maybe this girl would be worth my time and I should see if she is gf material. So I was too soft and not hard enough.

If she comes back cool if she doesn't cool.

Remember men even if you do fuck it up with a girl. There is another fresh piece of ass that just turned 18 and is begging to get railed.