***I'm really sorry if you don't understand something of what I'm saying,English is not my native language.

I'm 16 years old and I'm high school student.I am total beta,blue-piller. I'm actually good looking,tall,etc.,but I'm also kissless.I have zero motivation and discipline (I can't wake up early etc. ) but I have been hitting the gym and following a diet for the past 3 months although I didn't achieved much because I skipped days,didn't follow the diet for many days etc. . I don't have discipline or motivation to do my homework but I want to go to medical school although I have bad grades.My grades are like 15,5 and I should have around 18,5 to have serious hopes to get into medical school. In my country's education system,to get into universities you have to write 4 tests each on one subject (Biology,Chemistry etc. ),which I will give in one year from now.But because I'm a beta bitch I don't have the discipline to study. I recently asked my "crush" out but because my SMV is lower than hers and because my game sucked it didn't end up well.Although I have been reading TRP for 4+ months I still believed that she was a unicorn but now I know AWALT and I really want to change,I really want to be an Alpha.I know it is really hard,to have discipline all the time and changing your mindset,but I really want to. I want to have a great body,to be athletic,to go to medical school,to be alpha,to not give a fuck etc. but I don't know where to start from.

So,what habits should I adopt? What things should I change? What would be the best to do right now? - I'm reading the sidebar - I'm sorry if it is too big