Hung out with this girl (HB7.5)yesterday for an hour or so before she pulled the curfew card, first things first fellas i’ve been out with a girl prior to this 2 times and at the time I hadn’t instilled much of TRP so my experience is near to none.

We were driving up to this little cut area to partake in illegal activities, and she was talking about her surgery or whatever and her stitches, I basically said show me and she did. When I saw a little tit fat i’m not gonna lie i think some precum oozed out of my dick and my thoughts become a highway of semtrucks going 90mph. I didn’t panick I just immediatley knew I wasn’t ready to try to escalate, so i backed off a bit. She wants to hang tonight, and if i get the chance i’ll hopefully be able to escalate somewhere.

Let me just say I have some mental issues lile everyone, i have severe social anxiety and im pretty sure i have some issues they dont even have names for yet if we’re being honest, i wonder if im autistic at times. I’m good looking and i’m smart but my head gets in the way of my motions a lot of the time, i overthink damn near everthing from my bosses instructions on how to scale meat or anything a person says. I’ve felt so utterly lonely lately, like i have zero friends. I just wanted to say if I can do it you can do it, seriously.