Long story short my girlfriend wanted to see what I thought of a break. I just broke up with her two days later because I’m not just going to let her bring shit up like that like it’s nothing.

We get back together that same night because I’m still a beta bitch who can’t hold his ground and she is a really well rounded girl...

I went on vacation a few days later with my family. I downloaded a dating app and started swiping. The bitch in this story got opened with “you look like yo breath stinks”.

We continue with playful banter until I switch our medium to Snapchat. This is very important, she says later word for word “when I gave you my snap I knew I lost”.

Start snapping keeping it sexual and light, I tease her a lot. She actually ends up asking to see my dick to make sure she isn’t wasting her time coming to see me lol.

She comes over later than expected because I have to push past lmr over snap about her not being a slut and making sure I have condoms. I meet her at the elevator and the pics didn’t lie.

https://i.imgur.com/SFAqjHk.jpg

Her ass and tits were banging and she was tiny as fuck. We head back to my room, and this is were my beta starts coming out. We’re talking and smoking before sex. I say stupid shit so I just tell her to shut up and start kissing her and eventually make her give me a blowjob. We fuck and fuck some more then I kick her out like right after lol.

I learned that it’s easier to be a dick over the phone as I started slipping up. Tbh I was nervous the entire time but I knew that I had to push myself to grow. Before I kicked her out I offered that she might want to fuck my friend who’s with us, tomorrow night (today) if he liked how she looks.

At the end of things I’m posting on asktrp because technically I cheated on my gf and I don’t know what to do or think.. it’s my first time cheating on someone and that’s only my 3rd girl I’ve ever fucked and probably the hottest if I’m being honest.

I’ve thought about cheating for a long time just because I wanted to see if I could actually get another girl or not. Turns out I’m athletic looking and have a big dick, but in my head I’m still a skinny fuck who plays video games in his moms basement. So in one way my confidence is through the fucking roof but I also feel bad for my gf.

Not sure what advice I’m looking for so give me any you find relevant.