Help me gain some perspective. I have oneitis and could possibly be an orbiter. I don't think I've been friend-zoned, but I have definitely put all my eggs in one basket with this girl. She definitely sets the bar in hotness in my list of conquests, possibly ever. As for my beta bonding, all needs absolutely met when we spend time together. That oxytocin has got me by the balls. She definitely holds all the power in our relationship. When away from her, I self analyze and beat myself for acting like a needy pup trying to seek her attention every second. I've seen myself resort to begging and offering gifts to win her over, to no avail. Shit, I beat myself for the way I act even when I am with her. If you've seen the movie "UP," Dug would be a very good comparison of how I act. I realize this and tell myself I will act cool "the next time," but all that goes away as soon as I am with her. Someone, help me gain my balls and win her over completely.

One and only edit: Well fuck me. First, apologies for not reading ALL the sidebar. Second, thanks for the direct input and the indirect input to the sidebar. I'm not even in a LTR with her and I'm trying to fix it. I do have to admit, sex is mind blowing with this chick, but it's also pretty obvious I need to make myself more desirable while she rides the CC thats keeping her from committing to me.