She is a 25/F and I’m a 30/M.

Backstory:

I invited her to hang with my friends and drink. I ended up getting drunk. Got more beer on the way home and played video games for four hours. My girlfriend spent that time on her phone planning a trip and didn’t talk to me at all. She tried to have sex with me and pushed me against the wall and started to make out with me. I got stiff and uncomfortable and said her breath smelled like cigarettes and she said no, you’re the one who smoked cigarettes. I guess she was trying to sleep with me? But I continued to play my game and forgot about it and played for another hour. She said she was going to sleep and kissed me goodnight. I went to lay in bed with her and we were talking a little and she was trying to get it on but I passed out.

I told her I hope you’re not mad and she gave me a fake smile and said goodbye.

She has asked me multiple times to show her more attention and has said she feels bad about herself around me because she doesn’t feel like I even care about her and that she really likes me but feels she needs to move on to someone who seems interested in her.

Today:

I went to her house today to see her because she blocked me before she went to work and she didn’t wanna talk. I said what the fuck, you’re just going to fucking ghost me? And she said she didn’t know what to do at this time and needed time to think things through. She told me it wa Shitty that I played my game for hours on end and I said well sorry you should have fucking said something. She also said I shouldn’t get as drunk when I said sorry I got drunk, we both passed out. She said she stayed up for two hours while she listened to me snore and pass out. She also said she has told me time and time again to pay attention to her and tat I knew she was working a lot this week and was leaving to go out of town. I said “so wow, you don’t even care do you? Jesus fucking Christ” and she said “no, not anymore. I shouldn’t have to constantly tell you to be interested in me” then she drove off and went to work.

She said she is also upset because I talk about how I game for hours and hours after work when we aren’t together and she also was pissed that she left to go workout and invited me, knowing I had expressed that I want to be healthier, and I declined to play my game. Then I invited HER over to hang with my friends and after I ignored her for my game. I mean honestly she should have spoken up if she wanted to hangout. And I was too drunk to fuck and she said she was going to sleep but apparently she just said that and tried to take a Benadryl to go to sleep so she didn’t have to have her feelings be hurt anymore and could forget about it.

She is crazy

I unfollowed her and blocked her on Instagram. I can’t believe she would just ghost me after this. What a stupid person. I blocked her number. I can’t believe she would just fucking ghost me like this and treat me so poorly and say she didn’t want to talk anymore.

She is the insensitive one who never thinks of my feelings.

She also almost left me recently over me not paying enough attention to her. She was so mad because last week we only watched football all day and then I suggested we watch a scary movie because it was the end of October and I was on my phone doing my fantasy football because I am kicking ass and I was browsing Instagram because the movie ended up being boring. She was pissed because she hates scary movies and watches them for me and she was scared and pretended to be asleep so she didn’t have to watch. She didn’t want to complain about the movie so she just pretended to sleep