For some fucking odd reason, alot of people have been talking shit around me lately, not directly to me, but always about the subject of: Men who are like Women. As an RPer I know that Solopoism is feminin shit, and that RP-men learn to use this "own-view" to our own winning. The examples I got is from tonight my uncles wife, who slings shit around, I feel like it's targeted at me, and since I've stopped drugs and shit I feel my brain is on overdrive so I "hear" everything, yet choose what I wanna talk about. I am pleasing toward my Uncle and Grandpa since they are alpha as fuck and they can teach me shit - I see this as respect. They do subtely hit me with "shit-tests" but I pass with ease since I know where I've got them. I've turned quite alpha in the past month since I truely incarnated the "I do what I have to win".

Anyway, the question is what is this? Is this them sensing you are Alpha - but a bit emotional or down, and trying to see if they can break you - or am I just really bad at this shit and looking like a try hard? I NEVER get attacks directly from woman or men who don't know me, only Alpha friends who I've made a equal bond with throw shit at me, as I do to them - to just have fun and laugh. I don't take it personal, yet it annoyed me very much tonight since it was with family.. (Edit: My headline was ment as: Does and Alphas mindset (Like being down, tired, emotional, angry, happy etc) really effect the room that much?)