So im 20, when I was around 14-18 I was jumping from relationship to relationship fuck buddies in between, longest was a year, the rest were 3 or so months I lost my virginity when I was 14 by being invited to a house party by a 19 year old girl when I was in a vulnerable state (right after a break up) where she got me drunk and stoned and dragged me to the bedroom can barely remember any of it, so I think this might explain my brain chemistry. I am classically handsome or so been described, strong jaw line and bone structure and always wearing branded clothing. I am very confident with girls and being around them, been told by various girls how amazing I am in bed etc, never experienced oneitis and always message 4-5 girls at time nowadays when I was in relationships I was a chronic cheater unfortunately and many have ended due to this but I couldn't control it always wanting them all, all in all I have slept with around 40-42 girls in my life which is the most I know from anyone in person. So am I red pill guy? What really is trp? What could I learn? Do any of you guys ever desire a relationship or is it taken to the extreme here? Cheers lads