Long story short was a beta kissed the ground girls walked on. Any girl that showed interest in me I would fall for immediately.Have been lonely most of my life watched a lot of porn and always craved sex. Internalized trp. Currently talking to girl physically attracted to her, we share a lot in common. She seems to be really into me but I dont care if we stop talking. We kiss makeout blah blah. For some reason I dont wanna fuck her its been something I craved for so long and now i dont want it. I feel porn might contribute to this but I stopped for 3 weeks relapsed now im on 1 week. (Maybe I need to stop for longer?) My question is: is it just her that I feel no spark with or is it something within myself and how to fix it. Thanks all.