Hello, been lurking here for a while.

I read this sub as much as I can, and try to inform myself on every aspect of TRP. However I'm having a lot of trouble applying this to real life.

I'm a high schooler. Haven't had sex for about 17 years and it's a serious problem. I did everything I can to try and improve myself - the results are quite promising and I am looking forward to continuing. I've lost a lot of weight, started building muscle and am improving on my previously failing grades. However I find myself lacking in the sex department.

I do all the confident postures and gestures (talk slow, relaxed, chest out, looking as big as possible, strong eye contact, apply light kino) and make my intentions clear from the get-go, and in general try to set up something for the weekend in a day or two. It's just that I've been rejected every single time and I don't know why. It feels like even despite making it clear that I'm looking for something sexual from the start they're placing me in the "friend" category and immediately reject me with some BS excuse. God damn it this was the weekend where something was supposed to happen and I screwed it up yet again. I don't know what I'm doing wrong and I don't want to try again because I'm afraid that if I ask too many girls out I'll look desperate. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do...