I fucked up, I was having a lunch date with a girl from my college at our campus, we started talking about stuff then told me she had a boyfriend and this is where I fucked up, was tired really tired from yesterday workout and told her what honestly came up to my mind when she asked me If I had a girl, I said: I have a girl too but we just kind of make out with no labels and she the only one with feelings. Then proceed to tell me stories of her kissing escapades that I give 0 fucks about I just nodded and smirk/laughed which is the most Beta thing I did.

She always hit me up with messages said we should do it again. I reply with "Okay" then I think she got mad because we had a long talk then in text I reply like shit.

Hit me up again if I came to a party with a bunch of girls and only 3 of my guy friends, (the party was strictly us 5 friends and maybe 12 girls couldnt go cause my friends have a car but drunk driving is a risky af) I said no and that my guy friends is kind of mad at me for not going, talked a bit then her replies became a little shit so I leave that shit on seen like I always do.

I invited her for another lunch date before should I just pretend that I did not ask or what? I'm obviously still a Beta wanna be Alpha and inexperienced piece of shit.