While I am in a group where there is always laughter, stupid jokes, just someone shouting a song all of a sudden, hand jokes, they are making fun of each other etc. (You can get the environment) I am generally more calm, doesn't like to be around those people at all, I don't like those lame jokes and constant laughter ( I like laughing, and I can be quite funny but constant laughter man, it is just stupid and tiring ) but I don't get annoyed, though I feel weird. Generally the girl also makes me feel weird somehow. I am talking about when I meet with a girl then hang out with her friends. I should be rejecting it when she invite me, let's say for a weekend camp with her friends?

I know woman find my calmness attractive but those fun, loud friends can be quite handsome sometimes. He is fun, talkative, tall, handsome, jacked, single. Then I start wondering why she wants me but not him? Because I like hot girls, and that means I am with the hottest girl in the group most of the time. Then why this guy is not interested in her? I start thinking if they ever had sex? They get along so well, she is like them, like their sense of humor, they get touchy but I can't sense no sexual tension between them.

So, a weird post right? :)