Can you guys help me? I went and tried to wake myself up in Mexico living with my dad and I learned a lot but I feel like I'm slipping into a weird reality because all the people I knew back home are fake. I just came back from my first real experience with being in another country and trying to make a life.

Sure I didn't do as hot as i thought, because it was sales and i manage to find the worst thing to say sometimes in regular life. Im having an almost super epiphany right now. I think I just realized I may have been created on drugs and that's why I'm smart but strange in conversations and haven't realized my potential yet on certain things. It's frustrating because I just fucked up along the way, but I know now what I need to do to fix it.

I guess what I'm trying to ask is that I may be autistic or something.. I don't know why but I can't function right in situations. I never really woke up according to my dad, but I was on track for nursing and fucked up and I was an introvert throughout life . Any advice?