I know it’s dumb as fuck and trust me I have abundance in spades but I can’t stop being sad that I lost this one plate. She was fucking obsessed with me. I swear on everything I was the moon and stars to this girl. She was a super shy, damn near asexual virgin and I completely took her. I mean I owned her. She was like my little pet who followed me around and begged for creampies. She would say that I was everything to her, the only guy she’s ever wanted and ever will want. She was an amazing artist and would draw me (scarily well tbh) and would spend minutes sniffing my clothes because she loved my scent and marking me all over with hickeys. She was pretty hot but got bullied a lot so she didn’t have that selfish entitlement. The sex was really passionate too.

Anyway I treated her like shit most of the time mainly because I could. She wasn’t going anywhere I thought. I fucked other girls or tried and sometimes hit on them in front of her. It always fucked her up but I always managed to pull her back in. Then one day she just said “hope you have a nice life” and hasn’t talked to me since. I didn’t take it seriously at first- it wasn’t nearly the first time. But days turned to weeks which turned to months which then became a year and a half. I tried to contacting her to no avail. Don’t get me wrong, I’m in no way hung up on her. I’ve fucked 13 girls since and currently have 4 in a steady rotation. Just gets me down that she’s done with me after being so stuck on me. I feel with everything in me that she still wants me but she’s content with not being in my life and it just sucks.

Anyone else experience this?