Tried to ask on r / steroids but it wouldn’t go through.

I am 18 and have been solely lifting for about 1 year, went from 65kg to about 77kg at 5’11. But I have been training competitively in MMA for close to 10 years now and have lifted throughout. I’ve trained with guys who are using test enanthate and it is NOT fun training with them. I’ve watched guys go from average wrestlers to aggressive super-fighters who will mop the floor with you.

I want to get on steroids mostly for aesthetic gain but for that competitive edge. I’ve researched them thoroughly for months and am considering a cycle of Test E with correct PCT.

Any other steroid users in here? Any help from experienced guys would be appreciated. Thanks