Hey, guys I typing confused and tired of what's been happening.

20 year old, been reading red pill for a while. I take care of myself, such as gym and reading books. Been to a gym for some time however my body not exactly ripped, have abs or more.Weights 129 pounds, looks normal.

Been in two relationships before and one FWB. Not much experienced either, was very sexually inexperienced.

I joined this 6 months internship at a local company. Throughout that, I was put next to a girl, which means I had to sit next to her and work.We talked and it continued till she is fine with me to light touching her, such as her thighs and used to tell stories about how she got drunk and made out (Just a drunk kiss, but this is her first relationship). I was horny as I thought why not ask her out.

It didn't go well, she was not sure about it. I gave up, later she said let's go on a date. And we ended up dating, and it turned into a relationship.

  • Good side :

She is fun, we have gone on a lot of funs days. She is adventurous, comes with me where ever I take her. She takes me on dates and spends a lot on me. Sexual things were good, making out a lot, gives good blowjobs and said let's have sex too. I am having a good time for the sexual part , plus she seems to be the best girl I ever had.

  • Bad side :

She is a fucking headache. Used to break up constantly, it's been 3 months. Broke up like 4 times and she came back. She has her parent's issues, her mom used to tell relationships won't work and don't trust guys. Parent's marriage is a bad one I guess. Stresses me out, I had sleepless nights waking up to our good memories. This got me under stress sometimes.

Last time I told her I am sick of her disrespecting me, stop being immature. She said this time she wants me in her life, she won't take fast decisions and will talk it through the issues in the relationship. Things were fine, went out made out, said let's have sex.

But then yesterday again was coming up with an issue. Told she has been talking to a friend and she adviced. I don't think a friend like that even exists! she might be lying! Said she might be ready for a relationship at this time. Said she doesn't want a serious relationship. I said whatever do what you want. Then she was like I promised will talk it out and make it work and said let's ignore this. Now talks as normal.

I have read the side, it seems like oneitis, I am trying to find a backup chick. I am still getting used to being not stressed by this girl. I miss her because the sexual part is there .

Is this normal in a relationship? what the fuck did I get myself into? Is she bipolar?