Long story short, I'm 33, have my own business, been lifting for 3 years, and found the red pill about 2 years ago.

It all just clicked and made sense to me after seeing all the patterns from past blue pill mistakes and how women were treating the new in shape/cocky fun version of me. I've been spinning a ton of plates and generally having a really good last couple of years.

Got kind of bored of the women and started seeing one chick a bit more regularly (30yr old - not a unicorn, just better than my usual girls). It's been about 6 months of seeing her every other weekend or so, sex and our activities have great but she still tries to challenge my lead sometimes.

She's brought up "the talk" recently and I was considering making her an LTR but some things happened and I'm not sure if it's time to let her break or to salvage it. She had a pregnancy scare (we banged a couple times drunk and condomless) she told me she didn't know what I would think of it but considered keeping the kid on her own and that didn't sit well with me. Then I found out today she's had one abortion before back from her old CC days and again that didn't sit well with me.

Since the red pill I've pretty much just had fun with women for what they are but haven't been able to have any strong feelings for any of them.

She knows I will never get married but want kids at some point. I'm thinking of keeping her as my main girl while still spinning other plates whenever I feel like it but I'm still just unsure even if I should.