Oh man, it's bad.

I recognized early on what Oneitis is so I would try and find new girls immeidately, however this just made it worse. For example, if I have three girls in my life I will alternate days depending on who I am about to see and have these obsessive thoughts about them.

So the finding new girls just makes it worse for me. What the fuck is wrong with me? I know I have the care-free attitude inside of me but some woman just make me go fucking nuts.

If rarely I can TRULY not give a fuck, then they are the ones who get obsessed. Obviously they can start to feel when I have the oneitis because of my "gushy mushy" behaviour.

It seems out of control because Ill literally have dreams about girl A one night, and then another night before I'm about to see girl B ill have dreams about her too, so it seems to be a deep rooted subconscious thing. fuck!