Back 2 years ago I was apart of a friend group that was forming. Sam, Cam, Edward, and I. I was such a bitch back then and the first three were AMOGs and literally broke me into glasses. For that school year, pre-TRP, i was shattered glass. I hardly ever see Edward now.

Fast forward to 1 year ago, I found TRP and started on my journey. Had a class with Sam and sat next to him. I was the alpha of the class, I depleted him of my attention and socialized to the others around me (including the 2 hotties around us, something no one in that class did.) In class, Sam was always finding ways to seek my attention/validation asking me stupid questions and showing me random shit.

Fast forward to now. My class is right next door to Sam & Cam's so everyday I pass by them. They usually will give me shit like "look at this faggot snakw12" "haha what a loser" "this boy snakw12 ugly" I literally only pass by them for a second or two. I usually ignore them.

In one situation, I was walking to class and Cam decided to walk next to me and he started chatting me up and giving me shit. I used amused mastery and faked DGAF telling him to lick my balls, go away faggot I'll call you when I decide to turn gay, etc. In the situation that I see them or around them for a longer period of time and they continue to give me shot, I'll display amused mastery or just ignore them, depleting them of my attention.

How am I doing in the situation that I see them for a longer period? How am I doing in the situation that we cross paths for a few seconds everyday? What exactly are these to AMOGs trying to get from me, my attention or what?