So, i have to questions to be honest. I keep "forgetting" trp and "not being a beta" in everyday. What i mean is there are moments or even days where i stop improving, forget about all those post or rules and give in to my beta personality(especially in winter lol). That happens a lot when i come home, lonely after work/school. How do you deal with it? I have some friends but its not "that". I can read a book, watch something but when i come home after working a stupid job that ends up in a low paycheck or after school in weekend it all feel pointless. I try to run, go out for a walk or something but these things help only for a moment. To think that this will happen until i finish school and get a decent job(with normal hours and a good pay) is depressing. That could mean like 2 years of this. Do you have any "tips" that you share?