So I am here to ask you a few questions about my situation,to see if you guys have experienced this too and what you did to solve it and keep going,this is a serious question because I have been on this problem a lot of time and I am really tired of it

So from where I start, I live in a small town in Spain of nearly 1000 population and I am still 17 and a student. I started to read TRP about 6 months ago (in the start of summer) and everything I learned in the sidebar was stunning and amazing, I really liked it because I could understand what mistakes I did with women and after that, I could take action and become the guy I always wanted.

So I took a lot of action,started to lift and whenever a party was celebrating I was there no matter what,gaming girls and enjoying the party,I managed to get 4 lays in my first 3 months and I was very happy and proud of myself.

After this epic summer (one of the best I have experienced so far) it came to an end, and High School started, I proposed to myself to get the career I want no matter what (it is a high note one) and started to study,I really want to get that career mainly to move to a bigger city where I can fully game women and make the life I really want.

So today,December 4th I got the first trimester notes and are very good ones,but I am experiencing a lot of depression and like hopeless mindset,I am starting to see game and my goals in a different way compared to 3 months ago, I have started to view game like something boring and I cannot feel the same motivation I had towards basically everyhing in life compared with the one I had time ago. Basically I haven't gotten laid since september but it is mostly because of this toxic mindset I really want to fix.also in winter I only have like 2 times per month to game,so my number of approaches has reduced a lot since summer and I think I am shifting to a comfort zone

How can I change and get the frame of view I had about life and game time ago and get good motivation? I really see the world like everything is boring and I really dont have like the motivation and desire I had time ago to do game, achieve my goals and study,thank you

TL:DR: I don't know if I am in a depression phase of the pill and I would know if the things I am telling you are an indication of it and how to get the mindset I had time ago and keep going and achieve happinness and desire for life,I know this post is long but I would appreciate your reading