Hey TRP,

I got out of a 5 year LTR about 2 months ago and have been working out every day, eating way better, stopped playing video games, no porn, have been on noFap for 3 weeks now, have been doing nothing but self improvement and I feel great and the most confident I've ever been in my life when talking to females. But some bullshit happened today, and I'm wondering if I handled it correctly. There is this girl [HB7] that I've been friends with for a long time, we made out a few years back in high school right before I got into my LTR but I haven't been single since.

Anyways, jump to today, we're alone in her room after a day of tailgating and drinking with our other friends. I'm feeling great and we're flirting quite a bit, my testosterone is raging at this point and so I decide fuck it, just go for it dude. You're in her bed, under the covers, with the door closed. So I go in to kiss her and and she rejects me. I don't react to her, and just keep staring into her eyes, looking down at her lips, and smiling at her. She's hesitant and says "I'm not giving in to your stare..." I still don't react, and then she says "Things would be awkward" to which I smile and say "It's not awkward if you don't make it awkward" Then she says "It's A Hard No" (LMFAO) so I just look at her, smile, and say that I should probably get going. I gather my things, said "I'll see you, HB7", closed her door and left.

Just curious as to why she would invite me into her room, close the door so that we're alone, ask me to get in the bed, and then reject me after I try to kiss her. The only thing I can think of is that her sister that's a couple of years younger has been giving me a lot of IOI's whenever she's around (touching me, grabbing me, saying things like in front of everybody like "Oh Astro129129, I know you want to fuck me", (laughed at her saying "You wish I would, don't you.") [Her sister is an HB9] But even then, why would my lady friend invite me into her room, in the first damn place if that's what she's thinking?

I'm going to a concert on Tuesday with a group of my friends and HB7 will be there, I just plan on acting like nothing happened, and then hitting on some cute girls while i'm there. What are your thoughts lads?