So I recently just got into all this red pill stuff after my ex broke up with me a couple months ago. I’ve been studying it a lot , I’ve been watching AMS videos (if you don’t know who that is I strongly suggest checking him out on YouTube), but I’m over her now and have realized that I really have zero game, or I just lost all of it.

Anyways I’ve been messing with this girl from my job. She thinks I’m a 10, and I really wish I had taken a red pill before I met her because I think I messed up. I take her home from work because I drive and she doesn’t. Before me, my friend would take her but she thinks he’s ugly. (I’ve also left her a couple of times just so I don’t seem like too much of a nice guy. For example, if I’m ready before she is, I’ll tell her I’m out, and she takes an Uber.) We make out pretty much every time I drop her off, but it never goes further then that.

She told me that she would’ve had sex with me already but she doesn’t want to because she’s not that type of person, and guys in the past would try to talk to her and when she said no to them, they’d leave and never talk to her again. Basically crap that every girl says to not look like a hoe. But here’s the weird part, she texted me the other night and says these exact words “so I just wanted to know like we be chilling and stuff so are we like friends with benefits, just wondering”.

But a couple days before that, she says “Look if you trynna fuck it’s not gonna happen”. I really didn’t know what to say, so I just tried to reassure her that fucking her isn’t all I’m trying to do, when in reality, it is. I’m not interested in getting into another relationship unless I see straight green lights and she’s a 10. But did I make a mistake in trying to reassure her that I’m not only trying to fuck? I also told her I didn’t want a relationship because I’m going off to college soon blah blah, that kinda stuff. And is me making out in the car with her for 10 minutes validating her to the point that she might begin losing attraction for me?

I also realized that if I don’t text her, she won’t text me so I stopped texting her since this corona stuff started