Is it beta of me to always need someone to discipline me. Like I do not know what's wrong with me. But I always Excel when someone push me to be the best that I can. I had a gym partner for years then when he left, I declined and started to get love handles. I miss college because I knew if I didn't hand in my homework I'd fail and waste hard earned money.

I have an issue with being discipline because I start off working out for a while on my own, but then I stop out of nowhere. I blame working 40hrs a week, or start saying that I can do it tomorrow.

But the moment I have a gym buddy, or someone to push me then I'm at my maximum potential.