Bit of backstory: It's been 10 months now since I last went blind. This was a very common occurrence for 2 years, sometimes several times a month.

I'm noticing piece by piece over this year I've been working with what I have, accepting what I don't anymore, and learning to change what I can.

To say the least it's been a slow as hell process.

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I've been making it a habit to try and find new and old things that my body/brain DOESN'T accept anymore. Whether it doesn't want to process them or quite simply can't.

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I'm trying to dig those up and process them as much as possible without putting myself into harms way, whether physically or mentally. Trust me, I hurt myself mentally the other day. Not a fun experience.

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Here's a 3-tier list of things I can, can't, or possibly can handle right now.

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Can: Walk across/down the street with headphones in both ears. This took several weeks of training with 1 headphone in at a time.

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Can't: I can't go to the shooting range, the loud noises, and ear muffs bother my everything immensely. I nearly passed out from the experience. I pushed myself mentally too hard without realizing it.

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Working on: Riding a bike/scooter/anything where I must force myself to balance while riding on. This is all about regaining a sense of where I am in reality proportional to how fast/what I am riding on. I ordered myself a e-scooter to help with this and will be forcing myself to ride it on side-streets and big open parking lots.

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Do you guys know where I might find a list of challenging things I can try to do?