Ecstacy pills

[deleted] · 2015-07-11T00:39:06+00:00

I want to share the first experience with what I think it was MDMA (Ecstasy), in my country we name it differently, so I'm not sure if it's the same drug

Almost half year ago, weeks after being dumped by my ex from a very LTR I went out with two friends of mine, we had some beers and I was walking down the city feeling a little down. I remember trying to make some eye contact with some girls but with no success, I quit altogether of looking at girls, adding the fact of my recent break up, I was feeling like shit. My confidence was so low that I felt unworthy of any girl.

My friend got some MD. I was a little unsure if it was woth it but then I snorted one small line...it felt strange I felt euphoric then five minutes after the effect was fading. I wanted more! Half hour after I snorted about 4 lines. Now the effect was kicking. I begin to feel a overwhelming happiness. It was weird, I didn't have any reason to be happy. The feeling start to become stronger and stronger. It was different from alcohol, I could pay attention to every detail, incredible. No blurred vision.

I was walking down the street when suddenly two girls pass by me (one HB4 and a HB6). The HB4 stops and says: "Damn this guy is fucking good looking". I looked at her, surprised by her remark. She looks at her friend and ask her "Don't you think?" The HB6 looks at me at simply says: "It is difficult to argue against facts." Honestly I don't think I'm that good looking, yes I had some compliments before, but it's rare and most of them is from my grandmother lol.

I chatted a little with the HB6 but then we splited up. I walked in a bar and asked for a beer, right beside me there was this really young HB7. I looked at her and smiled then she simple initiated conversation with me. We chatted for about two minutes then I looked behind her and there was one guy, he looked pissed. I asked her if it was her boyfriend, she said no. Then she saidshe was only 16. I was surprised, I thought she was older. I didn't want any trouble so I ejected. I went to the bathroom and in my way back this guy (the no boyfriend) was already groping her. I almost positive sure he was at least 25. Anyway I move on...

Moments later I was standing near a night club, I snorted some more. My friend was concerned about the amount I took. Anyway I entered the night club. I remember feeling a little out of place. But suddenly it hitted me! It was fucking amazing, pure ecstasy! I was so happy I couldn't believe, and at the same time I was super conscious. I was just there dancing and looking around it was fantastic. I could notice every single detail. I could look at people and see their state of mind: angry, happy, sad, relaxed, drunk. I looked at their face like we look at some painting. Analyzing them. I didn't feel any social pressure of any form, it was incredible.

I made so much eye contact that I lost count. However I didn't approach anyone, I was happy just being there and enjoying it. Two girls come over me and asked me to take a picture of them, then they wanted to take a picture with me. I didn't say a single word. I just looked them in the eye and smirked. I noticed some girls passing by and eye fucking me and touching my body. It was insane.

How it was possible that early in the night I barely noticed girls looking at me and then all the sudden they were eye fucking everywhere? It blow my mind. This was new to me. But the best was the happiness feeling. It was so intense. Some hours later when the effect was fading I went to the bathroom and looked at the mirror, my pupils were huge!

Anyway I went home and couldn't sleep. Logged in facebook and chatted with this girl and we set a date. I stayed awake 48 hours! I really exaggerated in the dosage. I couldn't sleep!

This experience elevated my confidence pretty high, after this I hooked up with 5 different girls in the following two months. This number could be higher if I was approaching more girls.

I tried some more times, but from a different vendor. The effect wasn't the same. The product was shit. It's really hard to get some good stuff where I live. So I quited altogether. I must try to achieve that state naturally.

This experience really opened my eyes. I totally agree when people say that confidence isn't everything, that game isn't everything. They're right. It isn't everything...but they fucking matter a lot!

These guys explain better than me what really happens in the MDMA state http://www.personalpowermeditation.com/forum/drugs/understanding-recreating-the-mdma-state-and-vibe-attn-illuminatus-mannyster/

In conclusion, I think MDMA is a crutch, but everyone should experience this at least once in his life time! Just make sure you buy the good stuff. MDMA makes you see all the possibilities that you can have. Fantastic!

UnluckyPenguin · 2015-07-10T22:06:00+00:00

Successful guy here. One who has also dropped X.

I do see alot of hate for it on astrp though

TRP's stance has always been to ditch any crutches.

It made me more social and greatly reduced my approach anxiety.

You're using that drug as an excuse. You were more social and had less anxiety because you had a crutch that you could blame for being inappropriate. Even though what you were doing (being confident) was the right thing.

If you need drugs or even alcohol to have a good time, then only those types of people will want to be with you. I bet you would have a heart attack if you tried making your move on a girl on your first date when you're both stone cold sober.

Most people that get sucked into drugs, like ecstacy, don't end up in the top 5% of income earners, right? It's called ecstacy because it creates a false reality when you start abusing it.

TRP is about understanding and optimizing our outcome in the real world. So whether it's abusing alcohol or drugs, of course no successful person is going to recommend that. BUT I still believe you should try everything once, because it just makes you an interesting guy as well as opens up your mind.

TL;DR - It's fine as long as your the one who is still in control.

awayofthought · 2015-07-10T20:19:41+00:00

I have never done any "hard" drugs. Can you explain what your experiences have been like? Pros and cons?

[deleted] · 2015-07-11T15:44:54+00:00

Yeah, I use my experience in drugs as an anchoring point

BrappZanigan · 2015-07-11T13:36:20+00:00

Fuck off dude, I had a friend die in another friends bed from x. If anyone is reading this and thinking "oh hey I should try x cuz some idiot on the Internet said he had a good experience" please rethink it. This post has zero to do with RP

Title	Ecstacy pills
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Date	July 10, 2015 8:12 PM UTC (11 years ago)
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