I wouldn't waste your time because I'm pretty good at lurking and putting the pieces together but I'm pretty concerned

5 year TRP follower/half indian-german/6'2/195lbs/fit

Rejected/friendzoned by indian girls in teen years because I was a halfer, fat and bluepilled, really messed me up at the time and I think may have had long term psychological consequences. Never actually even talked to one in a man to woman way since, so I've built them up big in my head.

Got out of a 10 year LTR a month ago because I wasn't attracted to her anymore and she didn't respect me. Was starting to enjoy freedom, laid it the fuck down with this one woman last week, she's been on me hard to come back and give it to her again. Also I was a bad boy in my relationship previously and had some very good experiences.

For the first time ever, actually talking to this gorgeous indian girl for the last 3 weeks, really like her. We've been on 2 dates, first one lasted 4 hours, the next 10. Did everything textbook because I'm an autismo and I got the RP program down and she's loving it. This weekend, she even drove out to the small town I live in 2 hours away to see me. Says I look like this one bollywood actor she loves, and that she really likes me. She told me that she gets really nervous around me, I'm the first Indian guy she's been with and has a hard time talking when she's around me.

The problem is, I couldn't get it up. I think it's a combo of my liking her so much and being nervous, and then finally being with an indian girl. Chowed her out that night and the day after but that's all I could do. And I feel like I have a bit of a harder time being as sexual with her as other women because I genuinely like her and get along, and I have this stupid idea of a "good indian girl" and I hate how ridiculously blue I'm sounding but I'm trying to nail down the issue. When I'm around her I feel anxiety in my stomach and I feel weird.

She was ok with it and wants to come back next weekend, but I'm kind of freaking out about the whole thing. I don't necessarily want to get into a relationship either so I told her I want to just keep having fun and see what happens. Maybe I'm wrong about the causes of this so any insight is appreciated. What is going on with me lmao and how do I fix this shit, it's ruining my (previously very good) confidence